[So sorry that your number one fan is kind of an impulsive dumbass at times.]

It's not your look. [Because addressing that is simpler than addressing the other thing.] I just can't wrap my head around why anyone would willingly choose to live with humans. Every adult I've ever known was a monster.

[only slight exaggerated]

As for what I gave up, it was simple. The Duchess wanted the name I was given at birth. Since I was able to keep Goro Akechi for myself, it seemed too good to pass up.