[ Castiel doesn't like it either - feelings that he doesn't truly recognize, emotions that he's only barely coming to understand. Caring, yes, he knows that one - he cares for Dean, deeply, and in ways that are very different than Sam.
But this is all consuming. There's a need to be close, closer than they are, and it takes every sliver of his grace to keep from closing the gap completely. ]
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[ Castiel doesn't like it either - feelings that he doesn't truly recognize, emotions that he's only barely coming to understand. Caring, yes, he knows that one - he cares for Dean, deeply, and in ways that are very different than Sam.
But this is all consuming. There's a need to be close, closer than they are, and it takes every sliver of his grace to keep from closing the gap completely. ]
I'm sorry.