[Till wants to say yes- no? Maybe? He's not sure if uncomfortable is the right word. Those are all things he wants to hear, craves to hear, but they also scare him with how sweet and perfect they are - with how they feel like the first stitch mending a gaping wound.
But before he can think of a way to answer, Ivan is dipping him and kissing him and-
It shouldn't mean much, it's just a kiss, but when his lover's lips meet his own, there's like something cracking, breaking in his mind. A wall is finally being torn down, crumbling to dust and dirt and decay. The flower in his mind wilts, the roots shrivel, and it wastes into nothing. Till is free from what held his mind hostage.
A kiss isn't just a kiss. And kissing Ivan is everything.
It's explosive, overwhelming, it makes his breath catch and his eyes flutter shut as the tension doesn't meltaway but snap like a tree in a storm. Till clutches onto Ivan hard, moaning loud as the intensity of Ivan's kiss and the freedom in his mind send him tumbling over into a dry orgasm. It shakes his body and makes him throb and tremble and break the kiss to pant against Ivan's cheek. It's so much, too much, it makes him whimper quietly.]
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But before he can think of a way to answer, Ivan is dipping him and kissing him and-
It shouldn't mean much, it's just a kiss, but when his lover's lips meet his own, there's like something cracking, breaking in his mind. A wall is finally being torn down, crumbling to dust and dirt and decay. The flower in his mind wilts, the roots shrivel, and it wastes into nothing. Till is free from what held his mind hostage.
A kiss isn't just a kiss. And kissing Ivan is everything.
It's explosive, overwhelming, it makes his breath catch and his eyes flutter shut as the tension doesn't meltaway but snap like a tree in a storm. Till clutches onto Ivan hard, moaning loud as the intensity of Ivan's kiss and the freedom in his mind send him tumbling over into a dry orgasm. It shakes his body and makes him throb and tremble and break the kiss to pant against Ivan's cheek. It's so much, too much, it makes him whimper quietly.]
What the fuck...