[That's the best way he can think of to explain it. Because that's what this is, Ivan completing Till, fitting into all the empty, hollow places that ache and bleed and weep. The wounded parts of him that have been there since he can remember. But Ivan just... fits. Helps slow the flow of agony, like one day Till will heal because he has his lover to hold him together again so he can.
Their dancing is clumsy and awkward because he has no skill in this, but Ivan doesn't seem to mind though as he leads them across the dancefloor. Saying something about how Till looks so casually. It's weird dressing himself, to have... that form of self expression in a way. He had it with his Round Two outfit, but even then, he had what he had to work with. But the feel of the spray paint in his hand as he combined Ivan and Mizi's signatures, to have the two most important people with him- Now he has so much to pick from and wear, it feels scary and exciting, like learning a new art.]
You too. The look good thing. Yeah.
[Ugh, whatever.
The song shifts to something slower, more intimate. It makes the nervousness he feels heighten a little.]
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[That's the best way he can think of to explain it. Because that's what this is, Ivan completing Till, fitting into all the empty, hollow places that ache and bleed and weep. The wounded parts of him that have been there since he can remember. But Ivan just... fits. Helps slow the flow of agony, like one day Till will heal because he has his lover to hold him together again so he can.
Their dancing is clumsy and awkward because he has no skill in this, but Ivan doesn't seem to mind though as he leads them across the dancefloor. Saying something about how Till looks so casually. It's weird dressing himself, to have... that form of self expression in a way. He had it with his Round Two outfit, but even then, he had what he had to work with. But the feel of the spray paint in his hand as he combined Ivan and Mizi's signatures, to have the two most important people with him- Now he has so much to pick from and wear, it feels scary and exciting, like learning a new art.]
You too. The look good thing. Yeah.
[Ugh, whatever.
The song shifts to something slower, more intimate. It makes the nervousness he feels heighten a little.]